So the dogs woke me up way to early. I didn’t get enough sleep last night. The wind is blowing so it’s making my nose feel funny. I ran out of creamer which means the Starbucks dark french roast was useless. I am cranky (see earlier sentences) and it’s been at least three weeks since I’ve been able to write anything interesting, important, thought-provoking and/or exciting. Agitated? Understatement of 2013.
This is the first time since April 28th since I’ve been able to even look at this site. I wish I could tell you why. I have absolutely no clue. I am going through the worst writers block ever. Now, I will say since Jan 2nd – a lot of events have transpired. However, it’s nothing really I want to share. It’s personal. It’s my crap. I’ve had this discussion with family and friends that I am so frustrated with my lack of writing that it’s driving me up a wall. To be honest, I dreaded even writing this piece of drivel.
Some things that have happened since April 28th: I have tried to stay close to the diet but some of it has gone to the wayside. Like the shitty tacos I ate yesterday. SIDENOTE: Felipe’s – you need a chef that actually knows more than this taste: BLAND. I know that I will get on the right track, it’s just finding that track that is the hard part. Know what I mean? Maybe? No? Shit.
Still have a job. Great. Zzzzzzz. I know, who wants to hear about that? I don’t.
Family and friends still think I am awesome. So that’s good.
I have Lupus, but I am not dead yet. Wow, brilliant K, brilliant!
I just cannot pinpoint the issue as to why I haven’t had the capacity to do anything with this site as of late. I am suspecting there is something in the deep recess of my brain that is bothering me and I haven’t had the capability to figure it out yet. Hopefully light will shine on it so I can address it. Maybe fix it. Even though I know trying to fix something that may not be able to be fixed could be a recipe for disaster.
See, this is drivel. Ugh!!!!
Thanks for reading – I think.